April 1, 1994 - Morning Sacrifice - Boston, MA.

Seeking First His Kingdom/Washings/the Narrow Road

Seeking First His Kingdom
If we seek first our husband and not the kingdom, then we aren't worthyof the kingdom. A wife is not obligated to go outside of the covenant ofYahshua for her husband's sake. When someone doesn't seek first the kingdomof God they are of the world and the world doesn't have eternal life (Matt6:31-33). Seeking first the kingdom is our first endeavor, we live and breathein Messiah. Yahshua takes precedence over everything. Matt. 10:37-38 - Ifanyone puts family (husband, wife, children) before Him, they are not worthyof the kingdom. The one who puts his hand to the plow and looks back isn'tfit for the kingdom. This starts by getting up one morning and not puttingon Messiah. Then this can lead on and on as your sins pile up to a sin thatis unpardonable in this age.
Our first priority is Yahshua, our Savior. When your husband entices youto sin you cannot go outside of the covenant. A woman has a double covenant,to our Master and to her husband. No one who has Messiah can live in thisworld seeking their own food, clothing, needs. The Holy Spirit cannot dwellin the world. Protect your husband - go to someone else for wisdom. To seekfirst the kingdom is to seek first the kingdom. You're to tell on your husband,tell on your brothers and sisters. That's love. To not do this is hate andthen you're a murderer because you are robbing them of life.
Remember this from now on - nothing takes priority over our Master Matt.10:37 or we are not worthy of Him. If we allow other things in our livesto take priority we will be excluded in the next age, unfit for the kingdom,like putting our hand to the plow and looking back ("Depart from Me,I never knew you.") We have to take up our cross daily or we are notworthy to be His disciples. Our first love is our Master, Yahshua, everythingwe put before Him in our lives is an idol. It shouldn't be that our husbandbecomes an idol because he should lead you to Messiah, working togetherto bring about His kingdom. If we didn't know we were sinning then God wouldbe a harsh taskmaster. The only ones who will be surprised at the judgmentwill be the ones who He didn't know intimately. We can never go outsideof the boundaries of His kindness. There is a magnet drawing us in. (Sometimeswe certainly drift to the outside edges, but to cross the boundary is adeliberate sin.)
Love is action.
The Body is always held back by one person who loves the world and comesto the sacrifice and lifts up their hands, which is lifting up their soulto an idol. Anyone who seeks for their own food and clothing is going todeath because they are like the world (Matt. 6:32). If the love of the worldis in you then the love of Messiah is not in you, and has never been inyou (1 Jn 2:15). If you watch television you are of Satan's kingdom - goout into the world if you want to watch television! There is no one in Christianitywho has eternal life because they seek their own food and clothing. Theyaren't in the environment of the Body. Christianity is a folk religion basedon myths. Just like our physical bodies have many parts, all the parts ofthe Body are working in coordination to build up the kingdom. If you'renot here to build up the kingdom then go - leave! Don't hold everyone elseback. We'll even give you bus fare to leave.

Washings
We have baptisms - this is normal. A washing is necessary when a personhas been out of fellowship, not breaking bread, or cut off in their heart.Salome wants to do this, to go through with the whole humiliating crucifyingof the flesh. She can't go on. We can be clear and confess our sins andour Master can extend forgiveness. There's no forgiveness in Christianity.They all go to church having committed every sin imaginable and don't confessit to anyone.

Anak - Is this so evil? Is this something a loving God would send someoneto death for? What they do is really just a symptom of an infection, a cancer,leprosy - just like a fever is a warning symptom of a disease that is tryingto take our life. Derush didn't heed the warning.

Yoneq - James 5:20 Save a person's soul from death before he gets thatindelible stain on his garment.

The Narrow Road
The narrow road is contracted by pressure. It squeezes us and everythingin us that is evil must come out. If you're not in that narrow way you areon the way to destruction. If you're not in the Body of Messiah you can'tbe part of His people.
Whoever calls on the name of our Master, Yahshua, as Sovereign, will besaved. If we fall from this and cry out to Him it is just like being savedall over again. Call out to Him like you've never called out to Him before.